Thinking

Damn... What am I thinking????
Thinking that this would last an everlasting lifetime,
Thinking that our relationship would stay complete,
Maybe I'm just special or plain old stupid,
but I realized that staying with you is not that great at all.

Hmm... staying with you?
Yea that's what I thought of doing when I decide to say yes on that random Thursday.
That I remember like it was Yesterday.
But that didn't last...
I think I'm a fool to have wasted all this time with you...

Me thinking about you more than I thought about myself
because i was so blinded about this fling...
Think I should of listened when everyone told me to stop
STOP... stop worrying about you because you probably don't worry bout me

I wonder if u ever thought about me as much as I thought about you.
Damn I don't think so, not even a little bit....
Not even that much... but do I care
Do I really Care???

Nope.. not no more... because I'm done
Done wit this facade... this one-sided relationship...
I didn't ask for a lot but for you to care about me just like I do about you.
But that doesn't matter no more because we're done...
It's time I think about me and only me!